Easter 2024: Come ONE. Come ALL.
Church isn’t always easy for me…for a variety of reasons.โฃ
โฃEaster Sunday and Christmas are triggers and I generally avoid church unless I have a compelling reason to go. Some folks might think me a heathen or a crappy Christian. God thinks otherwise. โฃ
โฃScripture tells me that “๐๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ต๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐ด๐ฆ๐ช๐ป๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฆ๐น๐ค๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ต ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ด ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ. ๐๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ด ๐ง๐ข๐ช๐ต๐ฉ๐ง๐ถ๐ญ; ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ. ๐๐ถ๐ต ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ข๐ญ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ท๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ธ๐ข๐บ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ช๐ต.”โฃโฃ
What that means (๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฆ in ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ context) is that I’m not the ๐๐๐๐ person on the planet with issues with church. I’m not the only ๐๐ฉ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ข๐ฏ with challenges with church. God KNOWs this and has grace for us. He has made a way…โฃโฃ
When in-person church is too much for me to bear, my God (who ๐๐๐๐๐ me ๐๐๐๐ as I am) will provide me a way out (๐๐๐ a way in). โฃโฃ
I could not go to church (๐ข๐ฏ๐บ church) in person today. The sensory overload of the week caught up to me this weekend. My sleep is so fractured I could make a mosaic with all the tiles. โฃโฃ
This morning, I went to the laundromat and did laundry at 7:30am (because I had no clean underwear); I washed the dirty dishes that have piled up in my fridge; I actually ate breakfast because there is still a bit of food in the fridge; I’m going to order groceries from Safeway online later so I’ll have food to eat this week; and I’m going to allow my fried nervous system time to calm down by going to Golden Gate Park…before heading into another busy and overwhelming week. โฃโฃ
Had I gone to church this morning, ๐๐๐๐ of that would’ve been possible and this week would’ve been a nightmare of being cold, hungry, dirty, and resentful. โฃโฃ
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐!!!โฃโฃ
I am currently listening to the choir of RealitySF singing about how “๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ ๐ค๐ข๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ธ…๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐’๐ฎ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐บ ‘๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ’ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ช๐ญ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ช๐ณ๐ฎ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐๐ฉ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ต” who ๐๐ the firm foundation on which I stand!!!โฃโฃ
I ๐๐๐๐ put my faith in a Jesus who ๐๐๐๐๐ me and ๐๐๐๐ me when other people don’t. He has blessed me and other people with sensory issues or mental/physical health issues who struggle (๐๐๐๐ me) with in-person church with a way in — a slow onramp that allows us to be present “in spirit” until we can be present in body. โฃโฃ
Even though I couldn’t cope with all the people, noise, and stimulation of today in a church building GOD brought church to me!!! And ๐๐๐, ๐๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐!!!โฃโฃ
I was able to dance during the worship…and cry…and kneel in the name of the God whom I love who loved me first. Most of these things? I wouldn’t do in-person for fear of what people would think. Fear of man? It’s a snare and a b@#!!hโฃโฃ
Church? Might be hard for you. CHRISTIANS might be hard for you to tolerate. I get it. But don’t let your views about ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ฉ๐ถ๐ณ๐ค๐ฉ or ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ฉ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ข๐ฏ๐ด keep you from coming to know The Christ. โฃโฃ
Church ๐๐ for you because the one on the cross in the middle said that YOU could come – In person ๐ช๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ’๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ; Online ๐ช๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต. โฃโฃ
There are so many wonderful churches offering online services today. โฃ
โฃPick one. โฃ
โฃTune in… and hear what Jesus wants to say to you.โฃ